man i havn't been on DA for ages...and i havn't updated since like what...april?? man.

Well sorry to all (or none or whatever) i've been busy, ya know, social life, procrastination, nagging mother who makes me do all the housework/cooking/labour.

I need a job.

Ressesions suck, they suck so much i don't even think i spelt ressesion right!!

I have been doing a lot of planing and stuff for stories (yes, here i go again) Ya know, research and stuff. My brother told me last night when i was fretting that all my stories suck (i've been doing that a lot latly) that i've nothing to worry about, cause i research like a mofo, and that'll get me far. Now it could be that he was trying to comfort me, but i wasn't that upset, just like "i wonder if they do suck??" and my bro dosn't say stuff like that...like...ever. Usualy when I tell him anything story related he tells me he dosen't know/dosen't care.

SO yeah I'd love to say i've been doing all my research on GG and its all planed out and great. Sadly thats not how i work (no matter how hard i try...I will concintrate on 1 story only...someday), not how i work for now anyway.

GG is more and more going under my line of fire. Theres just sp much wrong with it, and latly i've begun to feel that theres no real plot. Just a whole load of bitching.

So yeah, i'm trying to improve it and stuff. Yeah. Really GG is not my best, not my worst, but not my best.

Run is really shaping up, so's destinys hotline and NESTS (Nothing ever stays the same) Coincidently the're the three newist stories I have. At least thats proof i'm getting somewhere.

UHH whats really gay in my life right now is the fact that since the JC i like lost my appetite...now its back...with a vengence.

Serioulsy i can't stop eating. And although my mams says i havn't put on any weight. i feel flabby and..big.

Probably cause of the holidays, havn't been doing much exercise (unless u count housework as an exercise.

Might go for a nice big long walk tomorrow.

Well kay ima gonna take a bath. Think about story ideas while im at it.

I never stop thinking about them it seems.